mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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Washing diapers & drying towels. I think we're going to take a walk today. Soon. And theres a chat on hypnobirthing I want to drop by for awhile if I am around at that time. I am really curious about it. So I was thinking earlier how strange it is that people say I have a high pain tolerance. Um not. I can't handle most pain. I can handle labor & birth, sure. You know why? Because I was raised to believe it is a normal natural healthy part of life. Pain comes with babies. Not a problem. I was so scared before my first son, that I couldnt handle it b/c I HATE PAIN, that I wouldn't be a good mother ("adoption" crossed my mind several times), a number of other things scared me. But mostly that whole being responsible for another human thing. Yikes. It is scary. They depend so completly on mom & dad. And unfortunatly a lot of babies & young children don't get the "treatment" they deserve. They are expected to grow up super quickly. Sleep through the night early on and all that other stuff I won't get into.

Hey just to change subjects before I offend someone, K actually slept all night! In his own bed! He fussed a little around 6:30 but jas rubbed his back and he never fully woke up. We are out of pretzels, the big soft kind you heat in the microwave. Gotta get more. And we really need to get um. potatoes. Yes. And cream of potato soup. mmm i can taste my yummy recipe already. Jas left late today so he probly won't be home early. Oh well.

I can't remember if i mentioned that my boys were spoiled by their great-grandma once again. Three videos, a coloring book each, and crayons. Jeric was all like "maw maw got me cookie monster" (video. C is for cookie) I think I did mention it though, so I'll hush now. We might be going somewhere for labor day weekend. In texas. But south Tx. I've never been further than.. um. Waco. Waco is south of us here right? ha. shows how much I know about geography. Nothing at all. I could tell you that California is west, Florida is East, New york is up north (east) and um Colorado is somewhere in the middle. Yeah. How did I ever get through school with this memory? cram cram cram. If I didnt study for a test the night/right before it I failed. And friends who sit in front of you & say "it would be funny if someone put michael jackson for president # whatever" right before the test are not funny. heh. Ok they are. Something else I must do today. Call my beautiful cow. Yes. If only I could remember where I put his number.

11:07 a.m. - 2002-08-13

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