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i dont wanna

Lochlan needs his hair washed, it has yogurt in it. I am scared to give him a bath without getting in there with him though. The baby bath is still up in the attic, I don't know if I will take it down. I don't like those things much. I am really just writing this entry because I have a million things I don't want to do instead. Dishes, laundry, phone calls, etc. I need to pay the water bill, it is due today. And I need to call the church secretary & about those medical bills still. Yes, I do hate making phone calls. No it's NOT that simple. Oops, getting defensive before anyone even starts on me. I just hate when people think everyone should be just like them and not have their own fears and failures and personalities and all that kind of thing. I don't like to make phone calls, and I'm scared to learn to drive. I have had the car here at home ALL week, too bad I don't have a license. It would be kinda nice to pick up my own child in the afternoons. Oh speaking of, well this isn't related. Andrea did Kier call over there again today? I think he did. I dont think we're going to get a phone with a directory when we replace this one. LOL

So the boys might spend the night at their grandparents again tommorow. I thought MIL was reading my mind today on the phone. She said maybe jer could spend the night and I was about to say, I didn't think them taking one was a good idea. It makes Kier crazy to be left behind. But before I could say anything she said and K too if he wants to. Well, turns out she wasn't reading my mind but Jas mentioned that it is harder when they take just one, especially when its just jeric. And not to mention it is unfair you know?? Anyway. Yeah so if they do Jas said we could go to the movie I want to see. I wasn't even going to ask, I was going to ask to go go Babies R Us but hey a movie is fine with me. Lochlan will come with us, of course. He is such a sweet baby, I like him. And yeah Kieran finally gave him kisses (see about - yogurt) & held him today. Almost three weeks old and his big brother is starting to warm up to him. Cute. Thats OK though I don't know when I started liking my baby brother. There are photos of him several months old where I'm still giving him death stares. He stole my place as baby! Although, it's not like that was ever destined to be "my" place anyway. I wonder if Loch will be our baby. I really don't know what I want sometimes. You know what though? Going from 2 - 3 was easier than 1 - 2. Yup. There were different issues of course, but yeah not as much stress in the first few weeks as what I remember then. Argh that sucked. I said I would never do that age difference again. But I don't think it was the age difference, I think it was just adjusting to more than one child. Whatever, why am I even thinking about this? I have laundry to do and dishes to wash, a baby to hold & cuddle and a toddler to play with.

10:10 a.m. - 2003-01-09

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