mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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i feel like i am missing something today

I have a headache, take it away. I didn't go to Mass today. I was going to, but then my dad who was supposed to pick me up stayed out till 6 (time Mass starts) & by the time he would have gotten here/gotten me there it would have been half over. I was really looking forward to it this week because last week Loch was fussy and I walked the whole time. I can't find the video i was using for jerics birthday in december. Boo. We watched the Christmas one though, and last years Christmas one too. Kieran (and Jeric!) have grown up SO much in just a year. It's amazing. They loved watching the old video, I need to find the christmas one from when Kier was newborn (well 2 months). I should keep all these things in one place together, then I wouldn't be having to search right?? Someone should remind me of that kind of thing every once in awhile!

I started this way earlier, like at 8. It's almost 12 now. Lochlan was fussy (but is now sleeping, hopefully not for the night-more on that in a minute) & then I got on this cleaning kick. And at about 11 I ate dinner. I ate lunch late too, so I wasn't really hungry till then or anything. So yeah. The reason I want loch to wake up - my right breast is SO full right now. It is cracked really badly so it hurts for him to latch so I tend to avoid nursing him on that side. I avoided it too much tonight. Ouch. I need to find out what to do with this nipple, it has been hurting wayyyy too long (i wrote about it in loch's journal once a few weeks ago-same problem) and It needs to be better. Blah.

So last night was a lot of fun. It was the auction dinner-dance. Ha dance. I knew jas didn't want to dance so I didn't bug him about it even though I did want to. We did get our photo taken in prom photo style so I will share that whenever we get them back. Loch was especially fussy last night, and when it got to ten-eleven PM and he wasn't home in his own bed he seemed mad. He wouldn't sleep if I got up and walked, just if I sat in one place with him. And when he was awake he wanted to nurse non-stop. So I couldn't help much with the clean up, and I had the best excuse ever for not joining in the chicken dance. heh. Nursing. Um what else. A couple of really drunk beetween pregnancy & nursing mommies made me laugh. Chantele informed me that because my baby is a boy she doesnt seem to want another baby when she holds him, but as soon as she got a hold of a baby girl she did. Too wierd. She has two girls, for those of you who are going "Huh, who?" Which is most everyone who reads this. Jas & I decided since we get our tax refund soon we would bid on a couple of things, help the school & save us some money (b/c we got them much less than the retail prices, you know??) So we got an eye exam (something I'm doing anyway, have not had one since I was pg w Kier), a BK birthday party for Jer's next bday-dec birthdays suck when you live in a small place & those parties get expensive, and a couple of toys we bid on kind of last minute just cause. No, we don't need them. They are in a box marked "CHRISTMAS 2003" to go in the attic for now. One is a thomas the tank set of four trains that magnet together. Jer was playing with the same thing in TRU, so he should love that. The other was a Winnie the Pooh package - a game, two cups, and a video.

This is too long an entry, but before I forget I need help with something. While scrubbing the kitchen floor tonight I decided I need a daughter so I have someone to play Cinderella with ;) This thought prompted me to want to start a list to present to jas in a few years when I decide I want to try for #4 titled: "Reasons we need to try one more time for a girl (but another boy would be great too)" And since I really don't know much about little girls, you all get to help me! Leave out all the bad stuff like trying to figure out all those folds while changing diapers. I just want four kids. Make it even and all that. I keep going back and forth on that, but mostly because we're still in (maybe pulling out of) that really difficult postpartum period (is that difficult for anyone else, or am I just wierd I find the first 6-8 weeks AWFUL). Lochlans almost TWO months old. Wow.

12:00 a.m. - 2003-02-17

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