mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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update cause i wanna and i can

I miss diaryland. People change though. You ever notice that, online, someone just doesn't seem the same as they were before. It could be a big change, or it could be a small one. I usually notice good change which is nice. Occasionally bad. Why do I notice change so much? It's like this big thing with me. Oh, that is different. Oh. My. Gosh. heh. If I didn't do Nano in November I would probably not know what to do with myself. November is Novel time. But yeah, back to the people. So after the change it's hard to read them, chat with them, whatever. Because they just seem so different. And you don't really know, you know, if they are different or just really being themselves or under the influence of something/one. You don't know. You just know what you knew and that what you knew is now different. And thats strange.

My deep thoughts are never very deep. Cheese & crackers are yummy. Kids have all been sick, but they seem to be getting better. It's trash night and Jason is sick too so I guess I need to pull on a sweatshirt and run out the trash. It's cold & wet out there. Yucky. I'm supposed to have a night out with some friends tommorow. I hope J gets online. No. I really have seen Nemo a zillion times in the past few days. We like that movie, who doesn't? There is always someone. It's usually me, but I just couldn't help but like Nemo. I don't like the scary dentist stuff but it doesn't seem to be bothering my boys so no problem. K has a dentist appointment on Wednesday, six month check up. They offered me an appointment for this past Wed and I almost took it until I realized that he would most likely get sick. Smart mom. That night (Monday), he threw up. heh. I can't believe I just said "Smart" about myself. My self esteem is incredibly low lately. Blah. Anyway I should get the trash out & get to bed cause I have to go pay rent & buy groceries in the morning.

11:26 p.m. - 2003-11-07

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