mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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stupid stress

I can't stand drama in my life. I want it out. Gone. Anyone, anything that will cause stress needs to be seperate, occasional, or never. I need to socialize and if I can't do that without stress how is it even relaxing?? I spent the first four years of being a mother alone almost all the time. This stupid machine was all I had. I didn't know anyone who lived close enough to me to get together. Last year I had a bit more interaction. And now I have my lovely license. I still don't really enjoy driving, but I like it Okay. I like that it gets me from here to there. Being stuck in a house with small children has not done any good for me, doesnt help low self esteem or depression or anything else. It makes it all worse. But when you can get out and do things and plan things and have fun and talk to adults. Things seem so much better. But the stress of some things? Are not worth it. At all.

12:46 p.m. - 2004-02-18

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