mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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i'm so shy (sung to the tune of \"i'm so blue\" -madame blueberry)

I was thinking in the car on the way home tonight about my whole oh now the words that were in my head are escaping me. My whole issue with speaking up or joining in conversations. I am always thinking what I say is stupid. I hate being like this. The outspoken people are so cool. Then the whole cool complex came into my head. See the cool complex is when little shy stupid people like me know someone who they think is just so cool. So anytime they are around that person they are like Oh wow he/she is so cool. And it makes them even shy-er.



Am I making any sense at all? Am I the only dork who feels this way? (no whale websites now, please).

My cough hurts my chest so much. And I didn't read the book. And I need to wash towels, and diapers. And waiting is so so hard. And and and I missed survivor. But kimberly recorded it for me, I think. And I need printer ink. And I think i'm going to go lay down and do nothing for a while. That is one thing about being in this book club and the whole "Come even if you don't read the book" That is great. Cause I need to. Go. Anyway. No matter what. I need something for me. It is always about someone else. And that is great. But sometimes I just need it to be a little bit about me. Cause I don't want to be nobody.

10:11 p.m. - 2004-03-31

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