mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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lost

I was forced into the box office against my will last night. Literally picked up and carried. Crazy manager of mine. I spent three hours, well two and a half, in there alone. Booooring. It's more fun to be out in the stand with the guys. We were talking about stuff last night and like about how if we wanted to work at a busy theater we wouldn't be there, so why didn't everyone just go home? heh. I like my people I work with a lot.

So I had mentioend how this job is changing me. Or. I don't know if changing is the right word. I kind of lost myself in being married and being a mom for so long, not doing anything else I mean. And now i'm letting myself be me again. I was a little upset that most of my Christmas gifts were for the house or whatever. I was hoping for some movies and cds that I didn't receive. I would have prefered those this year. Not to mention gift cards to places i'm actually interested in buying clothes at (although i'm sure I'll find stuff at Gap if I look hard enough). And yeah. Things just didn't feel right this year. Things don't feel right in life anymore. I don't know whats with that but I also don't knwo how to fix it all. I gotta go, my bed is too hot to sit on anymore. I should turn the heater down. heated waterbed, mmmmm nice.

4:01 p.m. - 2004-12-27

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