mamaness's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Happy February Kat asked onlist this morning what our favorite things about Feb are. Hmmm, lets see its a short month and right after it comes spring. I love spring, and I love fall. I need to quit eating things that make me feel sick, like those sour gummy worms. Gross. What are those things made of anyway? Don't answer that, please. I don't want to think about it right now while they feel all slimey inside me. I hate when my mind is full of different thoughts, but nothing I can really write out here. Anthea is going to bug me about being vague again, but I can't help it. I don't want to display every tiny little thought for the whole world. Especially not these ones. So I fill my entries with nonsense. About worms and things. We need to buy some cereal, K loves cereal. He is digging in my bag right now, I told him to get out of my bag and he said he isn't in it. Uhm. Sitting next to me. Going through my bag. Yes. You. Are. Why are people so frustrating? Simple questions CAN BE ANSWERED. thank you very much. I hate hate hate no response to things that are important. The truth can't be that hard, can it? I mean, okay so I'm not always truthful, not even with myself. But I'm protecting people sometimes with it. And you know, maybe thats what this is all about. Protection. So I will continue to not have any answers and assume it's because I wouldn't want to hear them, so i'm being protected from that pain. I'm jumpy today. subject-to-subject. I wonder if J is at work yet. He had a couple of things to take care of on the way, car registration and stuff like that. I'm sure i'll hear from him soon. I told my sister we would pick her up today, so we have to leave here by noon. That means getting myself and these two angels dressed really soon. I don't know what we're going to do all afternoon, maybe we'll go to the mall play area and uhm play. It's right near the skating rink and starbucks. Nice location. Indoor play areas rock, especially in this cold wet weather. I want to take the boys to the musuem soon, but I think we'll wait until after the stock show because of the parking situation. Parking and walking when a friend is along is one thing, doing it on my own would be totally different. A friend. I have friends. I remember a few years ago when I really didn't have any. Okay, I had some online, but no one I saw frequently. Tams and I haven't seen one another in a couple of weeks now, and for the two weeks before that we saw each other a bunch of times. We need to remedy that VERY soon but gas prices are up again which really sucks. We'll have to find a better midway point than Irving. No fair that it takes me 45 minutes to get there and it takes her like 15. However there aren't many other places with a lot to do. Lots of different restaraunts, a mall, starbucks, bookstore, bowling, parks, etc. Ok. I'm not putting any seperate paragraphs in this, so if you read it through hey good for you. That would bug me a whole lot and I wouldn't bother reading if someone were to do this, if it were a long entry that is, but not you. You just read it anyway. I need to call work this afternoon and find out what my schedule is for next week. I should check if we get any new movies Friday. Yay looks like a NO. Which means I'll probably get less hours. Yeah. A plus right now. I like working but when I feel like this I don't want to be serving popcorn. I should feel better by the weekend though. Woohoo. Although who knows, my sister is still sick/sick with someone else. And I mentioned i'm picking her up today. dumdum. Germs. Speaking of my sister I need to go to the store in a couple of weeks and order my bridesmaid dress. The wedding is only a few months away!!! Yay. 10:10 a.m. - 2005-02-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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