mamaness's Diaryland Diary

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so much to say but how do i say it

How long can I stare at this blank box without typing anything? I have had it open for fifteen minutes already. I don't know what to say. Not much to talk about I guess. Kindergarden "led" chapel today so we went. It was cute, they sang a few songs. J is so shy. K and L are way more outgoing. They are all so different though, I love that. I love how each pregnancy has been different, and each child is different. Everyone is their own person. Just like I was always taught, only now i'm really realizing it as I recognize it here in my own family. I need to call Layne, I guess it is late enough to call now. I woke her up one morning, so I try to wait and call later rather than earlier. I want to go see Because Of Winn Dixie soon. I read the book yesterday and it was really good. I'm so upset about this dissapearance here- a woman & her son & unborn daughter. They arrested a man last night. They haven't found them yet. This kind of thing makes me so mad. Why do people just take someone and kill them? Why does anyone kill anyway. I dont like life sometimes. I mean. Does that make sense even? I don't like life because people choose to end life. Argh. While making the argument that I love life and no one should kill anyone else. I say I hate life. I guess its more that I hate how things are in our world. that there are people who do this. crazy. totally crazy. I need to finish my protien drink now.

10:40 a.m. - 2005-02-22

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