mamaness's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- its all good I've gotten a couple of concerned im's. everything is fine like healthwise. familys good. happy. its an emotional issue & nothing i want to talk about. thats all. just needed to write out a little of how i was feeling. since when am i not subtle?? lol. jasons bringing me a spicy chicken wrap from chick-fil-a and we're gonna watch survivor together. he worked late, and will be doing his last couple of hours for this week from home tommorow. I have plans to go shopping with Aja & Lisa. That should be fun. I have to stop into my sisters store & talk to her about dates for bachelorette party & the shower & stuff, and compare what we want to do to her schedule. She has a weekend job, so we have to work around it a bit and maybe someone will switch a day or two here or there with her. We'll see. I hope they give her off the weekend before her wedding. I mean. Hello?? I know she wants to pay for school herself, but I keep thinking she oughta get an afternoon office filing job or something. So she can have the weekends free. I like the shoe discount, but Its not worth my sister working every single Sunday. We tend to get together with my in-laws on Sundays and its not cool when everyone can't be there. bah. Lochy and I are having nursing issues. I say no more, it hurts. He laughs or screams and still wants more. I can't just flat out wean my child. I don't know how to do that. But I am stressed right now because of being overwhelmed tonight, and the nursing issues are a big part of that. Along with the messy living room that I just can't find the energy to clean after being up till 3 with one of my wonderful sons. i'm trying to calm down. i hate the panicky feeling. lochy wants to go bye to the store i better go distract him. 7:58 p.m. - 2005-04-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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